Friday was a strange day, as my employment ended. I had a very optimistic interview in another department,but as all things there is no guarantee. I have spent the first couple days of this week in a strange languor. Hoping to hear more about that position. I am hopeful but fear it is for nothing.
Saturday night I met with my dear Zed and we both joined a couple of his friends for dinner. It was an adequate repast, though cost more than I would have liked to have spent. We then went and saw an amazing comedy show, followed up by a brief bar hopping jaunt in celebration of one of Zed’s friends marriage. It was a lovely evening, made all the lovelier by falling into dreams in the arms of my love.
Sunday I spent a good portion of the day with Zed. We had a silly breakfast of burgers, fries and milk shakes. Watched some t.v. and napped together sweetly. It was hard to return to my own home. Since we have gamed with each other Sunday and Monday night, which I have enjoyed very much.
I need to work at keeping my head about this, I accept that I am in love, but must protect that love from my impulsiveness.
I am a bit detached over a day spent at home. I have managed to be active both Monday and today though. I will do my best to continue to care for my stability and nurture my relationship with Zed.