In my second, and I will say last marriage, there were many times I felt like I took a back seat to my husband at the time’s World of Warcraft addiction. I even went so far as to try and seduce him sexually, away from the game so that he would pay some attention to me. I can tell you, it never worked, not even once. Then again why would I have thought it would considering he had pretty much stopped having sex with me by that then anyway.
This left me with sort of a knee jerk reaction when it comes to men and gaming. A response that basically ‘says’ if I am going to be put in a position where the guy has to decide if he wants to spend time with me or play a game; I will just remove myself from the equation. Let him play, I’ll see him another day. (or not if it goes on like that long enough) I just can’t handle being rejected for a fantasy world.
Now don’t get me wrong, I am a gamer. I love to play all sorts of games; video, table top, live action role play & even some board games. I get it, and if there are games I can play with my fella, then I do! But there are a lot of things I can not play; First Person Shooters for example. I get motion sick, bad. Plus some things that just do not interest me to play. I also see nothing wrong with video games as long as one does not sacrifice their real world life for them.
So all of this is my lead up to the following situation. Zed is waiting on a new game that he is supposed to receive today. There was some doubt about its arrival so I told him if he gets notification that the game is not going to arrive, we should hang out. (I am trying to see him twice during the week as I will be out of town all weekend and not have the chance to see him then) So he gets an update that the game will be delivered as originally promised; which he posts happily about on Facebook.
I just immediately assumed that meant he would be spending all night with it, and we would just have the one day this week to spend together. It was a little disappointing, but nothing catastrophic. I texted him to confirm that today was off the table. He was completely baffled as to why it would be. In Zed’s mind there was absolutely no reason we couldn’t still hang out and he could play after I left. Yeah, I felt kinda like an ass. (insert laughter at self) I apologized for assuming.
His response: “Just so we are totally clear, I love you more than Ken and Ryu. :)”
(Ya he is getting the new Street Fighter)